You let me fall….
When I pulled Lauren out the club she was silent, as if she wasn’t couching the life of Kae. I didn’t think she would spaz like that, I though maybe a punch here and there but that was extreme. “What was that Rena?” I asked walking to my car. She didn’t say anything, she just looked in front of us as if she was daze or something…as soon as we got to my car I got a phone call from Kae. “Yo.” I said opening the door for Lauren. “So you’re just gonna leave like that…with her?” Kae asked pissed. “I’m sorry Kae but we have a graduation tomorrow and I don’t want her in Jail that day. Her parents will be disappointed.” I said taking off. “Fuck all that! She just tried to kill me and your taking her side!” Kae sighed “Just tell me if you cheating with her so I can go on with my business.” Kae said and started sobbing. “I’m not cheating on you, never had and never will Karrueche.”
“Stop giving me that bullshit! I know you are!” Kae yelled into the phone, I stopped the car and sighed. “You know what, I can’t take this anymore. We need a break.” Lauren looked at me surprised and Kae gasped. “A break? What do you mean? You’re just gonna break up with me like that…over the phone though.” Kae was ten times pisser but I didn’t care she was driving me crazy. “Yes, if you have such a low judgement of me then why are we together? Every time I hang out with someone other than you, I’m cheating right? Wrong, at a point I loved you but you fucked that up.” I sighed running my hand through my hair. “No Chris, I love you too much. You can’t break up with me, we have something special…”
We did have something special…she was the apple of my eye, until she started going Ms. detective on me. I’m never gonna forget when we first met though….
I was walking out of the gym room sweaty talking to Lauren as she went to work. “So you’re going to that party tonight?” Lauren asked. Tired, so I sat on a bench and wiped my face. “Um I think so, why? You want me to be your date?” I smirked joking. “Of course Chris…” I looked up and then I couldn’t hear anything. She was there walking to the water fountain, my eyes followed her as she reach her destination. I watched as the water hit her full lips as she drinks, eyes closed and she was smiling.
“Hey let me call you back” I hung on Lauren not hearing what she said and walked over to Kae. “You must work out.” I said smiling. She wiped her mouth and looked at me confused. “Why you say that?” She asking fixing her messy ponytail. “Well for starters your sweating.” I said pointing to her forehead, overwhelmed with embarrassment she blushed and wiped the sweat from her forehead. I look down to her outfit, she was wearing some blue skin tight basketball shorts and a black sport bar showing off her amazing body; she also had some Jordan’s on I dig that. “I’m sorry I was jogging.” She flashed me that dazzling smile. “Why are you saying sorry, you can’t help but sweat when jogging.” I winked “Maybe I can join you some time?” I asked hoping she’d say yes. “Sure…” She took out her pen and wrote down her number on the palm of my hand. “Call me some time, I’m sure we can think of someway to get sweaty.” She winked and walked away, she had me hooked.
“We did Kae, but if this is going to work you have to trust me bae.” I said holding my head, I could tell she was smiling. “You called me bae, so does this mean you’re giving ‘us’ a second thought?” Kae asked, I looked at Lauren who was sleeping peacefully in the passenger seat hugging the seat belt. I don’t think I’m ready to call her my girl right now, I’m just not in the mood for drama. “let’s just take it my the ear…” I said shaking my head “Okay baby, I’ll talk later” She paused then sighed “I love you.” She said scared. “I love you too.” I said before hanging up, it’s not that I don’t love her its just I’m not falling for her shit anymore….
While resting in Chris’ car I overheard his conversation with Kae and to be honest I really don’t think he truly loves her. I mean after all he was flirting with Cassie at Starbucks, which did upset me for some reason. He’s never tried to flirt with me, even before we became best friends. When Chris broke up Kae then kinda got back together it really made me think, what if he doesn’t like me…maybe he really loves her…When Chris was done with his conversation he looked at me, not able to face his right now I faked like I was sleep and he started driving. I told myself that I would not drink a lot but peer pressure is a bitch. When Kae came up to me talking out the side of my neck I was drunk and all the feelings I had for her just came out of her. But I wasn’t going to kill her; at least I don’t think I was……
When we got to his house instead of making me off, from my fake slumber, he picked me up and carried me to his apartment which is on the third floor (thank god for elevators). Chris unlocked his door and opened without any trouble which boosted my confidence, then pulled the covers back and gently laid me on the bed and tucked me in. I smiled hard trying to keep my eyes closed and he kissed my forehead and walked out the room, then I really went into a deep slumber.
“Chris…” I moaned as he started kissing me, surprised but relived at the same time I fell in his arms. He pulled me closer and looked in my eyes. “You belong to me Lauren.” Chris put his hands in my panties and felted clit I jump because his hands were cold.Chris gave me them bedroom eyes and smiled. “You scared?” He asked as he fulled my walls with his fingers, I closed my eyes and grind my hips to his fingers moaning. “No…” I said looking him in the eyes, he looked at me with his serious eyes like there was something he needed to say but nothing came out his mouth. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” I said opening my eyes disappointed because it was only a dream.
I haven’t had a dream about Chris since the night we had our first kiss, but it wasn’t as extreme as him giving me a hand job. I sat up shaking my head, I had a major headache and I was spinning; but I heard the shower on which meant Chris was in there. I debated about going in there with myself so many times till I said fuck it. I striped down and head to the bathroom, over the shower heads pouring out hot water I heard Chris humming. It was very sexy and turning me on even more. I stood at the bathroom entrance for what felt like forever, I was nervous and scared that he’ll reject me.
“What do you have to lose Lauren?” I said to myself still standing in the doorway. Once I finally got the nerves to get in the shower with him the water turned off, terrified, I couldn’t move. As Chris grabbed for a towel, humming I tried to convice myself to go back to the bed and pretend like this was not happening but my body was not helping me out. The shower door open and Chris walks out soaking wet still humming, not realizing that I’m standing int he doorway. My first thought was to run but I just looked down a gasp, I wasn’t expecting him to be so big…
“Lauren?” Chris said warping the towel around him startled, I couldn’t stop looking to where the towel was hiding. It’s making me want him even more. Chris walked up to me and put both his arms on my shoulders and tilt my head up to where we were staring at each other. “Come on.” Chris warped his arm around me and walked me to his bedroom.
Stunned by Lauren standing in the doorway I couldn’t do nothing but take to her my bedroom. She seemed very out of it so I tucked her in the bed and started walking back into the living room. “Wait…” she said, I turned around and she started at me with thoese greenish brown eyes. “Can you hold me?” she asked pouting, I mean I couldn’t say no. I still got my towel and just hoped in the bed and held her from behind, she adjusted her self when sigh softly because closing her eyes.
Around 3 in the morning I notice that I was on my back while Lauren was laying on my bare chest, I looked down at junior and notice he was getting hard. Damn not now…I slightly moved not trying to make Lauren move but she did anyway. She raised her leg on my inner thigh and touched junior with her leg, me praying to god that she didn’t wake but she turned to face me. She just stared with her sleepy eyes then smiled. “I don’t think he’s ready for me.” She winked and I was speechless; I’ve never heard Lauren talk dirty before, it was defiantly making Junior happy.
“What’s wrong cat got your tongue?” Lauren asked while outlining the tattoos on my chest then bit her lip. “I know you want me otherwise Mr.” she looked at Junior “wouldn’t be standing at attention.” She inched her hands to my Junior and started massaging him, I softly moan. “Feels good huh?” Lauren said looking me dead in the eye. “Yeah…” I thought dreamed about this moment forever and I wasn’t about to let it go….
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